I miss her

God, I miss her so much. I'm literally craving to see her, be with her and spend my whole day with her. Now, I just finished watching the movie Notting Hill and I can't help but miss her a great deal more. I really want to see her so badly my heart is literally pounding out of my chest. But I don't want to be the cause of added stress to her. I want to tell her this, but I can't because it will put more stress on her as if she's not having enough stress without my help. But nevertheless, I can only pour my feelings out here, away from prying eyes. All in all, my heart is missing her till it aches. She's all that's on my mind every time, every day. I miss her, I love her. She's my darling, my light, my Amelia.