It seems all that I've done have been in vain. The light that I cherished and loved so greatly have betrayed me completely. My heart is tired and my body is completely exhausted. It's still so hard to accept the fact that I have been tossed away like yesterday's trash. She practically took all the pain that she experienced from the betrayal of that dumbfuck and turned it on to me. What's worse, she even added more pain to it. This pain will never heal I can be sure of that. I have now lost my ability to even love anyone, or even to trust them anymore.