Day 3 without talking to her. Who knew it would actually be this hard to to handle this separation. Every time I look at my phone, I want to call her, to tell her how much I miss her and that I want her to come back now. But because what I said to her, I can't do so. I really want her with me now. I just miss her so damn much. I know now how much I need her in my life. I really love her so very much. More than anyone I've ever loved in my entire life. I hope I'm able to last till the end of April.