Day 2 of not speaking to Amelia. I have to say that I miss her so very much. There's more that 30 more days to go to get back with her once more. Honestly, on Wednesday I just realize that I've never appreciated her smile and touch anymore than that day. Just watching her smile and feeling her hand holding mine, I would give anything just to have that forever. I miss her so very much. But this time, I will not contact her at all. I will patiently wait for April to be finally over before seeing her once more. I hope I'm able to last to that day. Best part is, things have finally settled down for me. I don't seem to have anymore anger towards her anymore. I just want this solid month to pass by soon for me to be with her once more.